I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
torstaina, tammikuuta 01, 2004
skool starts tml!...yay! and to thinkits a fridae...well..i still haven't done my hw...but i didn't intend to do it in the first place rite? erkerker....
so i got and email from both mark and clement...yup...abt their bands...love band....adore band....sometimes i exert myself a tad too much...but...i love to give it my all...although jacob told me once that if i give it my all, my destiny will prematurely end...yup...i love debating with my seniors and friends...and some are gone next year...in fact...alot...so i will miss them sooo bad....
but...life goes on...who knows? i might end up in the same jc or poly as them....let's face it...it is a small world...as long as you are in singapore, no?...buti have bigger dreams...i want to be outside of here...this place is getting to me...i want to see the world...the beauty that God created....that deserves to be praised...and looked at in awe....and also i want to see the bad side...the part that humans have caused...the damage...that must be looked at and frowned upon...yesh...thats what i dream of...
there may be many bad things in this world...but as SAm says...there is some good in this world, mr frodo...those things are worth fighting for...
so what is my new years resolution....well...same as every year i guess...just to continue my life...and not to make resolutions that i cannot live up to...therefore i never make resolutions...never ever....i don't think i should really...erkerker....
so...i have to pack my bag...iron my uniform...and prepare fer school...how cool
1/01/2004 02:07:00 ap.