I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
keskiviikkona, tammikuuta 21, 2004
i brought home the band rm key...AGAIN...i already changed into my home clothes....and had to change supersuper fast to run veryvery quickly back to school...gosh...i ain't keeping that key no matter what happens...EVER!!!
ok..so i'm pretty much bouncing off the walls..esp after yesterdae at school...bounce...bounce...bounce...
so we had lesson...and morning assembly where i was talking to the other ppl...settling this an that...freaky stuff like that...and of COURSE...without fail..i had band practice...so funtastical...
i got nu juniors...they don't look too bad...and get this..some actually chose to be in my section...yup...MY section...so fun...but i have only one girl though...which can be good or bad...see, girls are over emotional...unlike me so thick skin when comes to critics...but they cry when scolded abit...so that part i dun like...budden boys have a shorter attention span in music...and tend to be less lyrical...so i need to sort that out soon, or SYF 2005 got problems...
so after badn i had to run back to school...argh...nvm...enuf of that...but i had an okay day yesterdae...argueing wif my masters...and stuff like that..yesh
today was half dae...so only like 3 lessons...saw liwei and dan...
mr chew asked me why i wasn't in the committee...come on guys...this discussion is considered OVER...yes...OVER because i am doing what i need to do...and that sallehin brought it up again this mornin...i dunno...he seems to be thinking...aren't you sally anderson?
today lesson quite okay...it was fun i guess...my master does not dare to do it...ahahaha...i know i sound as if i want it...but excuse me...i know he won't dare...thats why i dare to challenge him...and many others as well...bcos they never will...even up till the last dae of my schooling in PRCS...yea
it wasn't so bad...no it wasn't...well...i hope you rest at home for this hols...so i can see you healthy on monday...and tease me...again...yup...the orang putih wants you healthy...get that...good...God bless
1/21/2004 02:55:00 ap.