I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
torstaina, tammikuuta 29, 2004
haven't posted much lately....veryvery busy...oh my...
school as usual...band was on tues...so cool...my precious juniors are pretty much okay...one too quiet, and one too noisy...and one GREAT talent...yup, and i mean GREAT...movie adventures is nice...sounds very orchestral...i guess thats wad we are aiming fer...and i think its working out somehow...anyway, its great to see the band rebuilding...
well...i called mr goh to see how he was doin recently....he's happy, which is good...always be happy,cher...because life is short, and if you are happy...you've made the most of it...have no regrets...and have a go at everything that you have a chance at...no harm trying rite...treat everything like it was a once in a lifetime experience...and you'll always be happy...
went out today to get some stuff fer erhm, erhm...someone's bdae...well...i had a very TOUGH time finding something suitable...and spent like 2 hrs seaching everywhere...i dunno if wad i got was suitable...but i hope it will light up his life...and serve as a guiding light for times when days are the darkest...
well...had some tutoring with my master eric...haiyor...i'm really going to die with trigo...in fact i have dieded already...awww mann...a maths soo sux...
gave him the survey to complete...ahakz...veryvery interesting results...and all i can say is OMG...how can someone actually be soooo mixed up with Eng if the whole family is Eng speaking...goodness...gave some hw osso...and he better do...if not...he is going to D-I-E...yup...literally
well..i have his hw to complete also...and binomial theorem to study also...so better get going...ciao
1/29/2004 12:27:00 ip.