I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
keskiviikkona, tammikuuta 07, 2004
haha...finally at skool...had a pretty tiring dae...i missed out on quite alot...our sub teach fer maths, mr tan, is okie...he looks so scared when he teaches, its so cute...everytime pause and ask if we okay...haiyor...so funny...
we got a very interesting view frm the class...sumone washing their window shirtless...and it created alot, alot, alot of chaos...erkerker...then we had physics...and english diagnostic test...and also bio...
cme was the wierdest though...imagine our teach standing in front of class trying to insult us but getting no reaction...erkerker...and poking fun at zhen hong...i think i will enjoy sec 4...although it may be hectic cos of 'o's...yea
my cough is better...but went i do erupt into coughing fits, it takes sometime to stop...mr seet hair looked funny today...even eric commented on it...and our whole class laughed at him...and i think many other classes as well...he looked as if he was trying to challenge all the girls with feelers in the skool...he had at least 8 i think....
spent lunch discussing the alleged homosexuality of tchaikovsky....with the rest of 4/6 of course...the interesting things you can learn at o level music class....infact, to sum it up, all the ppl we learn abt are loony or wacko...erkerker....
on the phone now wit ranjani...gotta go...ciao
1/07/2004 11:58:00 ap.