I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
perjantaina, tammikuuta 16, 2004
finally at skool...haiyor...tis yr i no more can gloat over boys...esp him...the near class one...ya...he finally taller than me...why din he work harder in sec 2...than perhaps we could have been in the same class tis yr...and the last...gosh...we really missed out on each other...
well...as usual went thru the routine of duty in mornin...and then classes...and then recess...and also had class wif mr chew...apparently he know's alreay one of his student's blog...so...mr chew if you are reading this...take no offence to wateva i say...bcos wateva you hope to find here is probably not here...and if you are findin material to tease me...well...all i can say is go ahead...
so go thru the routine lar...breathin and and then embouchure..and also some other stuff...assembling instruments...elementary stuff yesh...but many weaknesses...and need to mend lar...i'm not a good pp i know, i know...but i shall try to make amends...hopefully the juniors can unlearn stuff and learn back again...darn
mt clas is boring...i like eng better...and other stuff...talked to ahmad...and found otu he's really changed ever since OBS...for the better...he shouldn't do everythin for everyone...let them clean up after themselves, and dun clean up after them...teach those selfish bratz to be independant...and also get scolded when they need to...
sick but recovering wif the help of anti biotics...and also i found out i need to brush up for english...just bcos i'm fluent when i speak...and have the ability to change my sentences while capturing the essence of each sentence does NOT mean i will stand a chance against those students who are from established schools...
i need ideas...desperately...esp when it comes to my composition...i wonder when i see the works of writers like JRR Tolkien and also L M montgomery... also that Charlotte Bronte...their work is so rich...and not only do the stories expand on the plots...they show the characters developing slowly...and the storyline can always capture your attention...take, for instance, one of Montgomery's work...the Anne series...the development of Anne and the characters that surround her is so fascinating...and although the story takes up so many books...and all revolve around that one character and her daily events, the story still is so compelling...and actually makes the reader feel as if he were part of the story...and one feels almost emotionally involved with this fictional character...amazing...
well..enuf of this rambling...yup...i need to take medicine but since my mummy not home...i shall not take...actually must eat b4 taking...but i notti notti never eat..and so had my tummy upset this mornin...nvm...i shall do it again ...hee...ciao
1/16/2004 08:16:00 ap.