I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
perjantaina, tammikuuta 30, 2004
aha...you FLIRT you....well...i sorta like it when you seek my attention...its so sweet of ya....yesh...it is...even if it means that my hair will be super messy afterwards...we need to work on that one...it takes me quite some time to tie my hair up...but i'd wear my hair diff for you if you like..yesh...IF you tell me, of course...no enuf of that
today was sallehin's bdae...HAPPY BDAE BOSS...hehe...i'm happy i got him sumthin...even if its a bit unsuitable...now i have soo many tuition student...my master and xingqi and ranjani for english....and now yongying for music theory...and also that means i have to make an effort to go revise everything...my printer is down, so i can't print any wksht for master...but i still have loads of work for you to do....yesh...and also when i do get my printer sorted out, loads of WS as well...
i feel kinda irritated...well....i have weird feeling that someone really realy hates me and is watching me...nope not anyone from my class...but someone else....everytime i see this shadow lurking in the background...everytime i turn, the person is not there anymore...or skulking away....goodness..i wish i knew the reason....or at least who this mystery person is...scary...
i have to go memorize some things my tutor told me to...now...while thinking of YOU of course...ciao
1/30/2004 11:53:00 ap.